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MERI KURISUMASU!!!!

Also, I want to express my gratitude to misaki-chan T___T thanks for the butterfly..I really don't think I deserve it though..hehehe..I really have to make my blog worth your award.hehehe...

Reflections: Thoughts of the younger "me"

A thought just occured to me when I was washing the dishes a moment ago. When I was washing and srubbing the dishes while having difficulty to breathe because of my runny nose, I remembered the stupid stories I told my classmates about going to school in Manila and the role playing I did when I was bored, I would wear stupid costumes and portray all the characters by myself (now that i think about it its really sad..T___T) my mom would make fun of me because I would talk to myself while playing, that really annoyed me, so I would frequently lock myself in my room and play (well..i still do some of these things, well except for the costumes that is..). DOn't worry, its not about my uttterly sad and dreadful childhood..hehehe..I had friends and played outside like a normal kid. 

Well, the main point is, when I was a kid, while lying on my bed before I would go to sleep, I've always thought if another me or many others were watching me, watching everyone doing what they do everyday. I thought, what if everything I have been experiencing and even myself were nothing but a dream, what if whatever I experienced were not real. What if there is another me which is sleeping right now and dreaming all these things. Then I wondered what would the real me look like, what does the other me do..After thinking this i remember becoming afraid, if I did wake up and find nobody there with me.. what would I do? where would I go?

For some reason, I have only remebered these thoughts just a moment ago, I wonder why I thought of these things when I was young? As I see it now, maybe what I though of was a bit true, everybody in this world are dreamers and no matter what we do, no matter how long we try to sleep, we always wake up. My point is, what if we really are dreaming, everything that we are experiencing are dreams, everything we do are dreams. What I'm saying is, death vague we can't think of anything else after, but what if..we dream, our other self is dreaming and simply when we wake up..we disppear from the dream that was reality for us at that time, when that time comes, that means we died...

Its weird for me to write this things on Christmas Eve but I just had the impulse to write it..sorry for confusing you..I even got confused myself..hehehe

But true or not..we should continue to dream,even if we knew we would wake up. In a way, if we do not dream, I don't call it as living. Because everybody dreams, everybody are dreamers.

Style

I have loved this song since the first time i heard it, and its pretty late for me to try to spread it because its the 2nd ED of the anime Soul Eater and the anime is really popular, but because i love this song so much i have decided to blog it.

The song, as I mentioned above is the 2nd ED of the anime Soul Eater (you have to watch the anime too, the animation is really nice as well as the design and the shounen action! *thumbs uo*) its called Style by Nishino Kana. I have fallen in love with the song because of the lyrics and its rythm, i can't get tired of listening to it, and i have heard it over and over and over and over again. So, let me share the PV and the official ED, so here, hope you guys enjoy it..^___^

Style PV





Style ED

Break starts NOW!!!

Finally, the long, grueling and very nerve racking semester ENDS! The sem actually ended last wednesday but alas projects needed to be passed, projects that ate 1/4 of my break T___T. But now..haha..I finally get to do what i really want and i even made a list of what i would do this semester, *ahem*

• sleep...sleep...sleep
• slack of in front of the computer
• watch animes which i downloaded but didn't get to even watch the 1st episode
• eeaaaattttttttttt
• watch T.V
• read a book (7 people you'll meet in heaven)
• research about our SYP
• learn another way to solve the rubik's cube
  
• and sleep some more
  

but knowing me i think i'll just stick to sleeping and slacking in front of the computer..ehehe

This semester among the other semesters i had came across with, this was the hardest and the most stressful, imagine, after my 4 years of experience in college this was the first semester that really made me cry (2 times at that), i got really stressed and paranoid that i really broke down to tears, it was really weird for me because i rarely cry because of school work even with pressure and with failure, but this semester was really different, maybe because of the thought that i'm really getting close to my goal that made this semester stressful, the thought that if i fail this semester all my plans for the next will be ruined *sigh* the thought that i cried because of a little thing such as a project not working really embarasses me..hehehe. Although the project we passed was still incomplete it was all fine and dandy because me and my group mates passed! YEAH! And honestly i'm very proud about what i've achieved this semester, i really learned a lot (i really mean this statement) from circuits to structured cabling to solving the rubiks cube. This is a semester filled with achievements although i didn't get to have A's in my grade but the thought that i get to move forward really gives me that sense of accomplishment and the thought that all the hard work of those people that helped me this semester makes me proud.

One time during this semester when i was really down and i was really losing hope, i remembered the book "The alchemist" and that one quote, i don't memorize it but its something like "if something is really made for you then the whole universe will conspire for you to achieve it" then i thought "its not over yet, i still have a chance to pass..i still haven't lost yet" and amazingly my teacher for that subject kept extending and extending the deadline, it really got my spirits up and gave me another dose of hope, although after a few days the project we were working on still didn't get completed, but still my teacher accepted it..hehehe..Thank you God!

Another semester ends and another one will begin shortly, much more difficult than before, another set of challenges will come at me. But as long as i have hope and faith, i know i'll get through it ^__^

Kannagi OP!

OMG *big grin* ROFL! this was my first reaction when i watched this OP, the song is really catchy and the animation is really good, it actually reminded me of hare hare yukai (suzumiya haruhi no yutsu). Well for those that doesn't know this anime or for those that are interested in watching, the anime is called Kannagi, i have all the impulse of writing about this anime but, alas, because of the busy schedule i still haven't seen the first episode and also because of the stench of fail that i'm emitting i would have to end here.

I just wanted to share this OP to those who needs cheering up..i really feel crappy this week and watching this OP cheers me up a bit, it just makes me smile and laugh. So, to those who are feeling that "end-of-the-semester" blues..here's something to cheer you up..

Avira Premium Anti-Virus

So, for years I have been through different kinds of anit-virus from AVG to Avast to Kaspersky to Nod 32 and finally now Avira.

For those that is looking for security I really recommend Avira Premium, not only is it lightweight but it also comes with these features:

• AntiVir - protection from viruses, worms and Trojans
• AntiDialer - protection against expensive dialers
• AntiRootkit - protection from hidden rootkits
• Faster Scanning up to 20% faster
• New User Interface
• AntiPhishing - protection from phishing
• AntiSpyware - protection from spyware and adware
• WebGuard - protection from malicious websites
• RescueSystem - creates a bootable rescue CD
• Enhanced email protection for POP3 and SMTP
• Fast Premium update server
• AntiSpam - filters out unwanted and phishing emails
• FireWall - protection from hackers
• GameMode - uninterrupted game play
• Backup-System - saves your important data
• AntiBot - prevents dangerous bot networks
• AntiDrive-by - stops surfing malware downloads

Avira is definitely my most favorite anti-virus, although I also liked kaspersky and avast but the problem with them is they're too heavy for my PC, with Nod 32 it virus detection is great and all but it really doesn't get rid of the viruses it detects.

So, if you're interested here's a link for Avira Premium.

Avira Premium

Here is also the official website for Avira, you can also download other tools in this website for free.

Avira Website


Just a few reminders to install the product first change the file extension heartbug.nfo to .txt, this is where you can read the proper installation guidelines for this Anti-virus. Enjoy!

I also would like to thank HEARTBUG for this great release. *salute*